I feel this is my last post....this blog has saved me, along with many of those on the different exmo boards. I have been able to move on, mostly, from this organization called Mormonism. I am slowly getting it cleaned off my hands. Sometimes I still feel its residue on my fingers, but the majority of it is gone. I don't want it in my life anymore. I feel for those stuck within in grips. It gives no mercy, and takes and takes. Sure I will still frequent the boards, members will still say stupid comments, but I feel it doesn't have control over me anymore. I hope this blog may have helped others in some small way. It was, from the beginning, about helping me. I hope you all find peace and joy. Keep up the good fight.