I decided to post one last time. I hope all are well in their battles with this organization called Mormonism. The reason for this post is to be honest with myself and others. I started this post under an alias, to protect myself and my family from possible fallout. I chose the abbreviation of C.S. because C.S. Lewis was my favorite Christian author. I feel that it is time to state my real name. I'm not worried about the consequences anymore. The process of going public with a change in faith is not easy, especially in a fundamental religion such as Mormonism. I feel that it has less and less control over my lif-which means I'm healing. My name is Dave Johnson, I live in the Salt Lake valley and this is my blog.